The play I chose to direct is Going Nowhere Apace, a ten minute, 4 person play by Glen Merzer. The premise of the play involves a man in a gym, Judd, who approaches three different woman and tries to have a conversation with each of them. Early on in the script, it becomes apparent that Judd is not completely normal. He approaches three strange women, asks them personal question, offers some personal information of his own, and generally just tries to get them to respond to him in some way. I interpreted Judd as a socially awkward man, who is lonely and is just trying to connect with another person. He is reaching to these different women in different attempts to get them to pay attention to him. He seems to be obsessed with death, and off-handedly mentions sex, characteristics which add to his awkward persona. Judd’s costume is designed to convey his awkwardness, while still keeping with the realistic setting of a gym. The colors of his costume, black and grey, are most similar to Mary, the woman who he connects with, or believes to connect with the best.
The first woman Judd approaches is Francesca, who is friendly and non-judgmental, but eventually becomes uncomfortable with what Judd shares with her and his interest in developing a relationship beyond just having a conversation. Her costume incorporates bright colors to convey her happy attitude and looks much more comfortable in a gym.
Cecilia, is the second woman Judd approaches. She is serious about and focused on exercising, but doesn’t mind listening to Judd talk. Like Francesca, she becomes alarmed when Judd expresses an interest in her. Judd then becomes irrationally angry with her for rejecting him (another part of his socially awkward personality), and Cecilia takes offense and storms away. Cecilia’s costume is black and tight to convey her seriousness and sense of belonging in a gym.
Mary, the last woman Judd approaches has a costume that incorporates the same colors as Judd’s costume, but looks socially acceptable and normal for a gym setting. Mary is an intense character and is immediately defensive when Judd tries to engage her, but then eventually takes pity on him and shares personal information. Shocked at Judd’s reaction, she becomes frustrated at the un-anticipated outcome.
The set is a representation of a gym, with two stools representing stationary bikes, which is where the action in the play takes place. There is a stretching/weight-lifting station and a bench for looking at magazines to complete the gym atmosphere. The colors of the set are black, navy blue, and grey and mirror the colors in most of the costumes. This dark color palette for the play’s design displays Judd’s black/off-color humor and the sense that these interactions have a dark and desperate undertone of a lonely man’s last attempt to reach out to other human beings.
I looked at the play mainly from Judd’s perspective as an awkward man. I want the audience to understand how uncomfortable Judd is at talking to women he is interested in, yet I want the audience to still recognize how creepy and weird and a little abrasize he can be when he talk to the three women, talking animatedly about death, touching them as a close friend would, and unexpectedly becoming angry and lashing out at the women he was just trying to pick up.
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Monday, November 5, 2007
my own play- possible idea
A father wants to reconnect with his teenage son whom he has never talked to.
The father left his son's mother when the boy was a toddler. He is a distant father who sends a check every month and sometimes remembers to send cards. If he sends presents- they're never wrapped. The father doesn't have any close friends but spends a lot his time drinking coffee at the local cafe and talking with the other people who can sit in a cafe all day. He knows the cafe crowd well, but is critical of their lifestyles, failed relationships, and catty behavior. (He of course, doesn't realize that he himself exhibits the exact behavior he abhors)
The event that piques the father's interest in seeing his son is a newspaper article about his son winning an award. The aricle talks about which college the son has gotten into and how he is sure to succeed at any of them.
Father is much richer than his son though the checks he sends each month don't reflect that. He doesn't have to pay child support because he never married the mother.
The son thinks he can afford to go to any college that he got in to and is self-absorbed with the end of high school and trying to pick a college.
The father contacts the son and they meet. The son doesn't particular love the father and the father doesn't know how to build a new relationship with his son, so their conversation is awkward and strained at times. The father keeps trying because he has been thinking over his life and wishes he could have stayed in contact with his son. He wants to find out more about his son and be a part of his life.
The son doesn't understand or particularly invite his father's new interest in him. The son holds it against the father that he has money and he and his mom don't.
The son then finds out from his mother that he can't afford any of his top schools and will have to settle for more affordable choices.
the son does not want to ask his father for help (his father could fund his entire college education to his top school) because he doesn't want to be indebted, but he really wants to go to his top choice college.
The son asks his father for the money the next time they meet and the father is taken aback. The father doesn't feel that his son going to a top choice college should be how his money is spent. The father sees nothing wrong with the more affordable colleges and refuses to give the money.
The deadline to pay a deposit at a college is approaching, so the son isssues an ulimatum to his father: either the father pays for his college or the father should remove himself from the son's life and stop trying to get to know his son while not providing the son with the benefits of having a wealthy father.
The father left his son's mother when the boy was a toddler. He is a distant father who sends a check every month and sometimes remembers to send cards. If he sends presents- they're never wrapped. The father doesn't have any close friends but spends a lot his time drinking coffee at the local cafe and talking with the other people who can sit in a cafe all day. He knows the cafe crowd well, but is critical of their lifestyles, failed relationships, and catty behavior. (He of course, doesn't realize that he himself exhibits the exact behavior he abhors)
The event that piques the father's interest in seeing his son is a newspaper article about his son winning an award. The aricle talks about which college the son has gotten into and how he is sure to succeed at any of them.
Father is much richer than his son though the checks he sends each month don't reflect that. He doesn't have to pay child support because he never married the mother.
The son thinks he can afford to go to any college that he got in to and is self-absorbed with the end of high school and trying to pick a college.
The father contacts the son and they meet. The son doesn't particular love the father and the father doesn't know how to build a new relationship with his son, so their conversation is awkward and strained at times. The father keeps trying because he has been thinking over his life and wishes he could have stayed in contact with his son. He wants to find out more about his son and be a part of his life.
The son doesn't understand or particularly invite his father's new interest in him. The son holds it against the father that he has money and he and his mom don't.
The son then finds out from his mother that he can't afford any of his top schools and will have to settle for more affordable choices.
the son does not want to ask his father for help (his father could fund his entire college education to his top school) because he doesn't want to be indebted, but he really wants to go to his top choice college.
The son asks his father for the money the next time they meet and the father is taken aback. The father doesn't feel that his son going to a top choice college should be how his money is spent. The father sees nothing wrong with the more affordable colleges and refuses to give the money.
The deadline to pay a deposit at a college is approaching, so the son isssues an ulimatum to his father: either the father pays for his college or the father should remove himself from the son's life and stop trying to get to know his son while not providing the son with the benefits of having a wealthy father.
Islam talk for extra credit
I went to the talk by Dr. Shabana Mir on Thursday, October 25. I went into the talk not knowing what she was going to talk about other than the broad topic of interpreting the Koran. Coming out to the talk, I knew exactly what her point was, which was a refreshing difference form how many speakers dance around a central message. She talked about the prominent place that woman scholars had in the Koran and how over time, their became fewer scholars. She addressed this topic with the intent of proving how people today who claim to want to go back to traditional roles of women actually do not want to go back to the original tradition of the Koran times. The new ideas I learned about Islam were that the times closer to when the profit lived were considered holier. She proclaimed herself as a traditionalist, but one in the correct sense of the word- wanting to emulate the times closest to the prophet. Also, I learned about Muslim woman scholars, Ayshe and various others, who were called upon after the prophet's death to make religious judgments and decisions.
I didn't find much that I could directly apply to understanding the milieu of Roar, but the talk did help me understand the different distinctions between Muslims (traditionalist, modern) which is made mostly on the basis of how each Muslim believes the Koran and the religious laws should be interpreted.
I didn't find much that I could directly apply to understanding the milieu of Roar, but the talk did help me understand the different distinctions between Muslims (traditionalist, modern) which is made mostly on the basis of how each Muslim believes the Koran and the religious laws should be interpreted.
Superman
I went to see It's a bird, it's a plane, it's superman: the musical last week and I had mixed thoughts on it. Maybe I didn't love it because I'm just not a big fan of musicals in general, but I think that there were some elements that I didn't like beyond the cheesy 60's dance theme that pervaded the entire play. The play didn't invite me to care about the characters- Clark Kent had problems to contrast the great life of Superman, but his personality wasn't developed enough so that I would feel empathy for him. None of the characters really sparked my interest so the play became more of a sequence of neat design elements strung together to create a spectacle that was fun to watch but wasn't moving or memorable.
But- I can talk favorably about the design elements! I really liked the backdrop of the the cartoon strip that had a different square highlighted in each scene to show how the play correlated to the original American Superhero. The other major cartoon reference was of the actors on the structure that looked like a cartoon strip- It reinforced the cartoon while allowing the action to progress.
The dances really stood out as crazy productions and highlighted the great dancers in the cast. I felt mixed about the singing as a part of the play. I felt that it often had the purpose of allowing the actor to get downstage of the cartoon strip background so that the set behind it could be changed. The evil docter had a great sequence in font of it- but his singing monologues to the audience seemed slightly repetitive.
In all, I don't want to disrespect anyone who was a part of it- maybe I would have just chosen a different musical to put up and that was the director's choice that I disagree with.
But- I can talk favorably about the design elements! I really liked the backdrop of the the cartoon strip that had a different square highlighted in each scene to show how the play correlated to the original American Superhero. The other major cartoon reference was of the actors on the structure that looked like a cartoon strip- It reinforced the cartoon while allowing the action to progress.
The dances really stood out as crazy productions and highlighted the great dancers in the cast. I felt mixed about the singing as a part of the play. I felt that it often had the purpose of allowing the actor to get downstage of the cartoon strip background so that the set behind it could be changed. The evil docter had a great sequence in font of it- but his singing monologues to the audience seemed slightly repetitive.
In all, I don't want to disrespect anyone who was a part of it- maybe I would have just chosen a different musical to put up and that was the director's choice that I disagree with.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
design lab blog
Imagine that a play has been written about you, and you are designing a costume for the actor playing you. What sort of outfit would this actor wear and why? What clues would the costume give about your personality? Be sure to mention the fabric, color, and length of the garments. This prompt can also relate to the monodrama you've created. If you are reenacting an event from your past, what would you have worn at that time, and why?
The outfit would be modern. I want the costume to be athletic to accommodate the movments of the character playing me, since I'm very active. However, I don't want the costume to make the character's gender ambiguous, since I am neither transsexual nor androgynous. The colors incorporated in the costume would be warm colors to convey a general optimism and happiness, but not particularly flashy colors, to convey that I'm not the center of attention. The costume would have a coral top, to convey a youthful feeling with the sort-of pink and a confidence and loudness with the sort-of orange. Also, in staying with the period, my character would wear stretch blue jeans to accommodate the actress' movements and to fit in with the other teenager characters. The shirt would be short-sleeved and t-shirt material to convey un-self conciousness and not caring particularely about my outer appearance. Yet, the t-shirt would be tight-fitting to be subtly feminine.
The outfit would be modern. I want the costume to be athletic to accommodate the movments of the character playing me, since I'm very active. However, I don't want the costume to make the character's gender ambiguous, since I am neither transsexual nor androgynous. The colors incorporated in the costume would be warm colors to convey a general optimism and happiness, but not particularly flashy colors, to convey that I'm not the center of attention. The costume would have a coral top, to convey a youthful feeling with the sort-of pink and a confidence and loudness with the sort-of orange. Also, in staying with the period, my character would wear stretch blue jeans to accommodate the actress' movements and to fit in with the other teenager characters. The shirt would be short-sleeved and t-shirt material to convey un-self conciousness and not caring particularely about my outer appearance. Yet, the t-shirt would be tight-fitting to be subtly feminine.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Antigone set design
Using the theme you and your group chose to highlight in your collage, write a paragraph or two describing how you would transfer the images incorporated with that theme into a set design. You can describe the overall set design or focus on an important item that would be on stage. (For example, if your theme involved chaos vs. order, and you put a picture of a prison on your collage, how would you represent that prison on stage?) How do these set elements reflect your theme?
In my group's collage, the whole conflict of Antigone versus the king is based upon the blood and bones of the war. In the collage, we represented this by gray and red paper squares littering the bottom of the paper. For a set, I would actually want to have dried skeletons w/clothing and other artifacts that would clearly label them as recently dead. I want the stage to be littered with theses bodies, so that the entire play takes place with the characters walking around them to act, literally have the war directly influence every action on stage. I think that the war is a big theme in antigone- it is chaos (bloody killing on the battlefield) and order (the systematic and historical acceptance of war as a way to solve differences). Antigone wants to bury her brother and thus complete the god's end to a war, whereas the King wants to enforce his law, which is the government end of a war- a new government & its regulations. I don't know if this would be possible, but if the performance was set in a small theater, I would want a stench, like rotting flesh- or just a disgusting smell that can't be labelled as anything known (like rotten milk) to permeate the performance space. For practical reasons, I would want it to be a smell that actors could breath and smell for the entirety of rehearsal time and the performance- but one that when the audience walked out of the theater- they would wonder how they could have stood the smell for so long.
My group also saw the theme of Antigone's inevitable death as a continuing thread throughout the entire play. We represented this with all the pictures and themes of out collage leading up (like a mountain) to a cave with a over-sized noose.
blood & bones
cave w/noose
law of the people-kingship vs. law of god- moral
chained hands vs. unchained
In my group's collage, the whole conflict of Antigone versus the king is based upon the blood and bones of the war. In the collage, we represented this by gray and red paper squares littering the bottom of the paper. For a set, I would actually want to have dried skeletons w/clothing and other artifacts that would clearly label them as recently dead. I want the stage to be littered with theses bodies, so that the entire play takes place with the characters walking around them to act, literally have the war directly influence every action on stage. I think that the war is a big theme in antigone- it is chaos (bloody killing on the battlefield) and order (the systematic and historical acceptance of war as a way to solve differences). Antigone wants to bury her brother and thus complete the god's end to a war, whereas the King wants to enforce his law, which is the government end of a war- a new government & its regulations. I don't know if this would be possible, but if the performance was set in a small theater, I would want a stench, like rotting flesh- or just a disgusting smell that can't be labelled as anything known (like rotten milk) to permeate the performance space. For practical reasons, I would want it to be a smell that actors could breath and smell for the entirety of rehearsal time and the performance- but one that when the audience walked out of the theater- they would wonder how they could have stood the smell for so long.
My group also saw the theme of Antigone's inevitable death as a continuing thread throughout the entire play. We represented this with all the pictures and themes of out collage leading up (like a mountain) to a cave with a over-sized noose.
blood & bones
cave w/noose
law of the people-kingship vs. law of god- moral
chained hands vs. unchained
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Unemployed
I don't know if I can ever check my email again or open another letter. I just can't. The emotional stress that I undertake in those 30 seconds or so of reading that email or letter just might make me burst. Or rather implode from the shear depletion of hope or self worth. I don't even know where this letter comes from. Do you know how sad that is, when I've sent out that many job applications that I don't remember where I applied last? How will they remember me, when I can barely remember them? Only I DO know them.Not them in particular but the job, I know the job. I can smell it, that technical writer job or even perhaps a manager position. Some are in the healthcare sector, the tech industry or a non-profit- but they all have the beautiful, alluring quality of offering me the security of a year-round job with a salary and benefits. I want the feeling of having a job so bad, that the idea is always on the edge of my consciousness, slipping in and out of my direct thoughts throughout the day. The warm comfort of a job that could bandage and sooth the wounds of the last....what is it now? ....7 years.....gosh. Seven years to be unemployed, what a huge chunk of my life to not be working, earning money, supporting my family. What a waste, what a goddamn waste! The whole point of the American dream, heck the whole American dream, is to work and make your life miraculously better. But that miracle can't happen if your unemployed...like me.
unemployed = no identity/useless to society- what do you do?...."nothing"
unemployed statistics- dont' count someone as unemployed after so many months.
I wonder, how long can you not work before you can be on Welfare, get food stamps, take advantage of that big ol' safety net that Uncle Sam is supposed to have for hard working folks like me? That would really help me out, to get my food for free, one less bill to pay. Just the cell phone bill, the cable bill, the internet bill, electricity, gas, water....they all pick away at me, one bill a month. My savings dwindles, bill by bill, month by month, year by year. I don't want to look at the cash left. Its not even cash anymore, nope its beyond the stage where you can measure it in solid money amounts, I measure it by the nitty gritty dollars and cents that measure the time that is left for me. There is no life without my savings acounnt and without a job. I will be beyond a nobody in society, I will be nothingness, not even a vacant body to mourn my loss of existence.
unemployed = no identity/useless to society- what do you do?...."nothing"
unemployed statistics- dont' count someone as unemployed after so many months.
I wonder, how long can you not work before you can be on Welfare, get food stamps, take advantage of that big ol' safety net that Uncle Sam is supposed to have for hard working folks like me? That would really help me out, to get my food for free, one less bill to pay. Just the cell phone bill, the cable bill, the internet bill, electricity, gas, water....they all pick away at me, one bill a month. My savings dwindles, bill by bill, month by month, year by year. I don't want to look at the cash left. Its not even cash anymore, nope its beyond the stage where you can measure it in solid money amounts, I measure it by the nitty gritty dollars and cents that measure the time that is left for me. There is no life without my savings acounnt and without a job. I will be beyond a nobody in society, I will be nothingness, not even a vacant body to mourn my loss of existence.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Scene Design- Equus
Describe a performance that you have seen in which you were moved by a vivid scenic image. What elements of the image make it memorable for you? How did they enhance the meaning of the play (or film) for you? Do you think the image fit the director's interpretation of the play (or film)? How did it help convey the mood? When describing the image, incorporate terminology from the text and ideas discussed in lab.
I saw Equus two years ago and the most striking image I remember was the sparse stage- only a raised circular platform. The horses heads were metal and were more like frames that had not yet been wrapped in horse skin (a kind of gross image) but the point was they were representational and allowed the audience to see the actor's faces. The horses also wore horse shoe platforms that made them about 6 inches off the ground. The horses galloped on the stage at one point and the noise I could hear as the metal horse shoes struck the wooden platform was one of the main sounds on the stage besides the Alan Strang, the main character's, yelling. I think that the horses heads, horse shoes, and sparse stage complemented the story in which Alan's thoughts, relationships, and religious ideas are stripped down to their core and origins by his psychiatrist. The beauty of the design concept was that although the story of a boy stabbing the eyes of horses is horrific and weird story- the design of the set was so sparse that it could have been set almost anywhere which helps the story- which doesn't directly apply to many people (I hope) relate to Alan, his psychiatrist, and his family by letting the audience concentrate on the relationships not on the time and place. The costumes for the people were realistic and the horse's costumes were the bare minimum to indicate to the audience that they were horse, which all followed with the entire design of the play.
I saw Equus two years ago and the most striking image I remember was the sparse stage- only a raised circular platform. The horses heads were metal and were more like frames that had not yet been wrapped in horse skin (a kind of gross image) but the point was they were representational and allowed the audience to see the actor's faces. The horses also wore horse shoe platforms that made them about 6 inches off the ground. The horses galloped on the stage at one point and the noise I could hear as the metal horse shoes struck the wooden platform was one of the main sounds on the stage besides the Alan Strang, the main character's, yelling. I think that the horses heads, horse shoes, and sparse stage complemented the story in which Alan's thoughts, relationships, and religious ideas are stripped down to their core and origins by his psychiatrist. The beauty of the design concept was that although the story of a boy stabbing the eyes of horses is horrific and weird story- the design of the set was so sparse that it could have been set almost anywhere which helps the story- which doesn't directly apply to many people (I hope) relate to Alan, his psychiatrist, and his family by letting the audience concentrate on the relationships not on the time and place. The costumes for the people were realistic and the horse's costumes were the bare minimum to indicate to the audience that they were horse, which all followed with the entire design of the play.
Monday, September 24, 2007
I can do whatever the hell I want to!!!!!!
So....had a meeting with the professor and he said essentially..why are you asking for limits? You can do whatever you want to, only limit: one actor. BUT it can be billions of characters. And as far as linking it to the items we felt, I'm sure my subject will be inspired by what I remembered from feeling the letter, stuffed animal, cup, and shoe, but not directly correlated- that's just too limiting
Monodrama research: Camryn Manheim, Betty Shamieh- Chocolate in Heat, Spalding Gray, Danny Hoch....
Camryn Manheim's one woman show is about her life, being overweight, being an actress, always waiting for life to start happening instead of getting life started herself.
Her writing about her own particular burden that pervaded her life made me think of doing an ADD play- but with various characters- each affected differently and with a different attitude towards their "disability." I don't know if there have been many ADD plays, but it seems so interesting to portray. For me, the stereotypical AD/HD person has been hyperactive and crazy. While I do know thats one manifetation of ADD, I want to do the distracted kind, the can't organize thoughts kinds- all of them. Heck, I could even explore it across time- like Albert Einstein
Or just another thought- I could do two characters: a mom and her teenage son. The dynamic that I've seen between mother and son in high school can be so different from each other- some are really dependent, some don't even talk to their mom's. Also, the moms are so different- they can be doting, overbearing, distractedly caring, oblivious, accepting of every behavior...
Or the process of looking for a job- over a period of 5 years- the person who applies for the job is also the interviewer, the manager, the human resources personnel, and the person who calls with the rejection/acceptance.
There's also another way to go with a monodrama- one that I've seen Joseph Bamudi- he's amazing! He recites his own poetry, almost like rap, but acts out what happening- they're scenes from his own life or political commentary- hilarious at times, but also makes the audience seriously think
Monodrama research: Camryn Manheim, Betty Shamieh- Chocolate in Heat, Spalding Gray, Danny Hoch....
Camryn Manheim's one woman show is about her life, being overweight, being an actress, always waiting for life to start happening instead of getting life started herself.
Her writing about her own particular burden that pervaded her life made me think of doing an ADD play- but with various characters- each affected differently and with a different attitude towards their "disability." I don't know if there have been many ADD plays, but it seems so interesting to portray. For me, the stereotypical AD/HD person has been hyperactive and crazy. While I do know thats one manifetation of ADD, I want to do the distracted kind, the can't organize thoughts kinds- all of them. Heck, I could even explore it across time- like Albert Einstein
Or just another thought- I could do two characters: a mom and her teenage son. The dynamic that I've seen between mother and son in high school can be so different from each other- some are really dependent, some don't even talk to their mom's. Also, the moms are so different- they can be doting, overbearing, distractedly caring, oblivious, accepting of every behavior...
Or the process of looking for a job- over a period of 5 years- the person who applies for the job is also the interviewer, the manager, the human resources personnel, and the person who calls with the rejection/acceptance.
There's also another way to go with a monodrama- one that I've seen Joseph Bamudi- he's amazing! He recites his own poetry, almost like rap, but acts out what happening- they're scenes from his own life or political commentary- hilarious at times, but also makes the audience seriously think
playwriting & acting
The chapter that we had to read for this last Wednesday made me wonder. It described many things an actor could do to be "good." The first half of being an actor is having the tools that project a character to the audience can "see" it. These tools are your body, your voice, centering- which orchestrates the previous two tools so utilizing them become natural and don't "look" as if they actor is only trying to perform a part of themselves. The second half of acting is being a character, pretending to be someone else. Stanislavski formalized the processes used in his time to achieve being another person. He wanted an actor to have to outward features & movements of their character, as well as having the wants, motivations, feelings, objectives, and relationships of their character. Tangentally he wanted all this to be performed continuously whether or not something important was happening or the character was in the middle of the drama on stage, or off in the corner watching the other characters- the character had to be watching- not the actor. Stanislavski does give techniques by which to achieve the goals he set for actors, which overall result in the actor creating every single detail about their character from personal history to color preferences in order to make their character become alive to themselves & give the actors answers to specifically HOW they should act and WHY. Later acting theorists wrote in further detail how to be able to act like someone who is not yourself, like Uta Hagen in Respect for Acting.
HOWEVER, the book does not really tell what is that quality that separates some actors from the rest- some actors get parts and some don't- but the book only skims the topic by saying that if an actor is unconvincing- they aren't being truthful- but what if they ARE being truthful- what if their "terrified, yet excited by the letter" doesn't translate to the audience? Is it the actor's fault for not being truthful to the audience's idea of "terrified yet excited" or has the audience just not understood what the actor is trying to emote.
Another interesting thought that comes from instructions on how to act is how these instructions could be used to write a play. If a playwright could first think of characters, then their super objectives, their objectives, and even split the objectives into beats, especially when characters conflict their different objectives, wouldn't that greatly facilitate the dialogue because then the playwright would only have to voice the emotions that he/she knows their characters are feeling and they don't have to make up a plot/conflict by themselves- clashing objectives of different characters will do that by themselves.
HOWEVER, the book does not really tell what is that quality that separates some actors from the rest- some actors get parts and some don't- but the book only skims the topic by saying that if an actor is unconvincing- they aren't being truthful- but what if they ARE being truthful- what if their "terrified, yet excited by the letter" doesn't translate to the audience? Is it the actor's fault for not being truthful to the audience's idea of "terrified yet excited" or has the audience just not understood what the actor is trying to emote.
Another interesting thought that comes from instructions on how to act is how these instructions could be used to write a play. If a playwright could first think of characters, then their super objectives, their objectives, and even split the objectives into beats, especially when characters conflict their different objectives, wouldn't that greatly facilitate the dialogue because then the playwright would only have to voice the emotions that he/she knows their characters are feeling and they don't have to make up a plot/conflict by themselves- clashing objectives of different characters will do that by themselves.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Roar response
I really liked Roar, it was a much easier read than Purple (not a dig at Purple- just definitely a different kind of play). What especially hooked me was not the different culture, although the new cultural references about instruments and whistling tea kettles added depth and uniqueness to the story. Also they added familiarity in another way- every family has its own rituals and quirks and those particular items reminded me of the unique routines that my family does. But what really interested me was the family dynamics and how quickly the conflict of Irene trying to get a break in the music world- pitting her and her family vs. the cruel producers- escalated into a conflict that ultimately tore her family wide open. The escalated conflict opened up all the secrets that had been covered up and ignored and shared them with everyone- eventually disintegrating the family- at least the particular bond between husband and wife.
The dialog was very accessible and what was more amazing to me (with the billion page play that I'm supposed to write this semester), all the lines seemed very writable to me. I'm not saying that "I could have written this play," but it seems like she could have experienced these moments herself- coming home as a teenage girl and bragging that her voice was better than the angels. It was so relatable and so real to me (partially because when I read that opening line, I cringed with the embarrassing memories of how I used to brag about myself when I was younger), that I could write a similar line- taking cringe-worthy, or wonderfully memorable moments of my life and others and stringing them into a story. Of course the story has to have more than amusing dialog, but I could see how thinking of specific moments could give the playwright something to build off.
The dialog was very accessible and what was more amazing to me (with the billion page play that I'm supposed to write this semester), all the lines seemed very writable to me. I'm not saying that "I could have written this play," but it seems like she could have experienced these moments herself- coming home as a teenage girl and bragging that her voice was better than the angels. It was so relatable and so real to me (partially because when I read that opening line, I cringed with the embarrassing memories of how I used to brag about myself when I was younger), that I could write a similar line- taking cringe-worthy, or wonderfully memorable moments of my life and others and stringing them into a story. Of course the story has to have more than amusing dialog, but I could see how thinking of specific moments could give the playwright something to build off.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Theater lab-Breakthrough
This last friday, everyone was finally open with everyone else, which for me officially starts the beginning of the semester because I have never worked with people closely- on a scene or just in general without having a close-ish relationship outside of class. I was a little apprehensive about the exercise. First we were supposed to close our eyes, reach out, and find a partner. The first I did after closing my eyes was giggle because without sight, I was going to be touching somewhere on a person that I couldn't control, a person's whose name I had forgotten after the first class. Touching a virtual stranger was somewhat awkward because we were breaking the boundaries of social decorum that has ruled me for the past weeks in learning how to closely live with people I recently met. I reached out and felt someone's hand. We both grasped eachother's fingers as I felt someone tentatively hold my shoulder. Unfortunately Professor T-A then said we could only have one partner and that we would have to hold each other's ears. Since I was already holding one person's hand and was clearly their partner, I brushed the other person's hand off and tried to direct them towards the noicse of other peole movign around and trying to find partners. I then awkwardly felt up to my partner's shoulder, and probed for her head (I found out the gender of my partner by feeling the braids in her hair), and closed my fingers around my new partner's ear. Although the situation felt hilarious, both my partner and I felt safe to "violate" eachother, breakign the boundaries by toughing each other's ears because it was the only way that we could be marked as partners and as part of the group that had found a matching pair. When we opened our eyes, we found that two people had not found each other and we sitting along. When they explained their reasons for not finding a partner- not toughing someone quickly enough and not wanting to touch people at all- I wondered why they were not willing to be awkward in order to complete the exercise. When we discussed it as a metaphor for acting and in life, one point jumped out for me as a difference between the exercise and life- In the exercise we were all doing it together AND our eyes were closed, so no one was judging us- unlike on stage when the audience is constantly looking at you or in life when you're held up to evaluation. I realized that those two points that were not relavent in the exercise are inhibiting factors in my life, I get really nervous when people judge me. According to the "moral" of the exercise- to be able to be part of a group, to accomplish certain goals in life, I will have to reach out to people- however awkward I may be and however much other people will be able to judge me- I have to take the uncomfortableness in order to reap the rewards of completing an exercise, being in a play, getting a job, pretty much anything out of my comfort zone.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Gold Rush field trip monodrama- more developed
It was on a Gold Rush field trip in fourth grade. My grade packed our sleeping bags and extra pairs of clothes and loaded up on two school buses for the unbearably long ride of three hours up to this old-time gold rush era reenactment camp. We panned for gold, received our Gold rush names, and on the last day visited a saloon, where we were given chips and the option of playing black jack with cards to increase our drink-buying money.
Black-Jack was the beginning of the end for me.
I had never played before, and of course couldn't ask for advice because that would show how ignorant I was, so I tried to watch and pick it up.
Ok.....the dealer gives each person a card. They put a chip down in the middle of the card table, look at it and either say "hit me" or "stay." Then if they say "hit me" the dealer gives them another card. The everyone shows their cards and one person gets all the chips.
It seems pretty easy and I definitely want to be able to buy a soda at the "bar." (walk to the array of cards and put down a chip) I'm in. Um, another card.......hit me? Shoot! I lost a chip. I'll try another round because I can't even buy a soda with the one chip I have left. I'm in again. Yup, hit me. Oh, I lost another chip, so now I have none.
The black jack game ended and all the players lined up at the bar to get their old fashioned sodas. I looked around and everyone else had a drink in their hand. I was the only one who didn't know how to play a simple card game. I rushed to a teacher and asked where the bathroom was, so I could hide. As my eyes welled up with tears, I pushed open the door marked "Ladies." I ran into a stall and put my head against the inside of the stall door, trying to take deep breaths. Don't cry. Don't you dare cry. Breathe. Wipe the tears.
When I came out of the bathroom, everyone was holding a letter. The teacher explained that our parents had written us letters and they had been delivered by the Pony Express. The teacher gave me mine and I walked to a corner to read it alone as everyone else laughed at their letters in groups.
Look at it! Look how distinct this is! Marbled pink with a vine design around the edges marks this as MY mom's envelope and stationary. She was trying to be a special mom, but she just doesn't realize that all I want her to be is specially just like everyone else's mom. Why couldn't she just be boring with a white envelope and white printer paper? Why did she have to hand write it, so anyone standing across the room can tell that she cared so much as to physically write out the letters? How over-loving!
I don't want to read it. If this is how she packages her words, I can't really bear to read what she wrote. But I can't not read it, then everyone will know how awful my mom's letter is.
(unfold letter gingerly, while looking at everyone else read their letters. Glance down and quickly skims the letter, cringing as she reads the most tender and heartfelt sentences)
I'm so proud of you....for what?! I hope you managed to find some gold to make us rich....thanks mom, you really think that I am such a kid as to actually believe in this "panning for gold thing?" Dad's gone hunting.....ugh, no he's just gone to teach computer classes. Technology in the real world. It's not 1849 mom! I don't know why you're pretending. For me or for your own fantasies- I don't care its too awful for words!
Black-Jack was the beginning of the end for me.
I had never played before, and of course couldn't ask for advice because that would show how ignorant I was, so I tried to watch and pick it up.
Ok.....the dealer gives each person a card. They put a chip down in the middle of the card table, look at it and either say "hit me" or "stay." Then if they say "hit me" the dealer gives them another card. The everyone shows their cards and one person gets all the chips.
It seems pretty easy and I definitely want to be able to buy a soda at the "bar." (walk to the array of cards and put down a chip) I'm in. Um, another card.......hit me? Shoot! I lost a chip. I'll try another round because I can't even buy a soda with the one chip I have left. I'm in again. Yup, hit me. Oh, I lost another chip, so now I have none.
The black jack game ended and all the players lined up at the bar to get their old fashioned sodas. I looked around and everyone else had a drink in their hand. I was the only one who didn't know how to play a simple card game. I rushed to a teacher and asked where the bathroom was, so I could hide. As my eyes welled up with tears, I pushed open the door marked "Ladies." I ran into a stall and put my head against the inside of the stall door, trying to take deep breaths. Don't cry. Don't you dare cry. Breathe. Wipe the tears.
When I came out of the bathroom, everyone was holding a letter. The teacher explained that our parents had written us letters and they had been delivered by the Pony Express. The teacher gave me mine and I walked to a corner to read it alone as everyone else laughed at their letters in groups.
Look at it! Look how distinct this is! Marbled pink with a vine design around the edges marks this as MY mom's envelope and stationary. She was trying to be a special mom, but she just doesn't realize that all I want her to be is specially just like everyone else's mom. Why couldn't she just be boring with a white envelope and white printer paper? Why did she have to hand write it, so anyone standing across the room can tell that she cared so much as to physically write out the letters? How over-loving!
I don't want to read it. If this is how she packages her words, I can't really bear to read what she wrote. But I can't not read it, then everyone will know how awful my mom's letter is.
(unfold letter gingerly, while looking at everyone else read their letters. Glance down and quickly skims the letter, cringing as she reads the most tender and heartfelt sentences)
I'm so proud of you....for what?! I hope you managed to find some gold to make us rich....thanks mom, you really think that I am such a kid as to actually believe in this "panning for gold thing?" Dad's gone hunting.....ugh, no he's just gone to teach computer classes. Technology in the real world. It's not 1849 mom! I don't know why you're pretending. For me or for your own fantasies- I don't care its too awful for words!
the reading in Theater: the lively art was realy interesting this week because it essentially told the reader how to start writing a script or at least the basic steps. I soaked it in because one, we have to write a 40 page play by the end of the semester, which scares me half to death, but I want to try anyway; and two, it also helps a bit with the monodramas we're working on for the theater lab, which again, I don't fully understand how to do. I've never written a script before, and have barely even written creatively (not essays with points to make), so writing dialogue is a new concept to me. Professor Tanglao-Aguas starts his play with an introduction by the stage manager and the characters. Although it works for his Brechtian-style play, I don't see my self doing that for either my monodrama or my big play. A note on When the Purple Settles: I really didn't like it for about the first half of the play. It had too many stage directions, too many confusing character changes, who the characters were addressing- audience or eachother. I finally had to accept it for what it was- a play trying to make a point-and then I started to like it and care about what the characters were doing. It was unlike Brechtian in the fact that it didn't start out like a normal play, with a plot and characters and then suddenly shock the verfremsdungeffeckt on the audience. I think that the more Brechtian style allows the audience to really care about the characters, find out the point and then remember the point because they internalize the characters, so therefore the point relates directly to their life through substitution. Tanglao-Aguas' play let the audience know going into the play, that it would be making some points- the audience can be riveted when they try and find out how and through what character is the playwright trying to make his numerous points. I looked in Fences to find a more traditional start to a play. Fences started out first with a description of the stage and the relationship between the characters, and finally what they're doing when they enter. When August Wilson starts the dialogue, Bono starts off with, "Troy, you ought to stop that lying!" I could copy Wilson's model, but starting out with just the dialogue part for my monodrama wouldn't give the audience any context and I don't think it will end up long enough for me to allow them not to understnad what's going on for any small amount of time. However, I could read the stage directions aloud. That would give it a distictly Brechtian feel, since that was one of the ways he said directors could alienate the audience. And however much I'm not really trying to do the Brechtian feel, I might just have to do it for the practical reason of educating the audience.
Friday, September 7, 2007
Rough monodrama based on sense-memories
This monodrama was based on what I felt/remembered when I felt the envelope & (presumed) letter inside. I wrote it just as I remembered it, with reflections that I thought of only in hindsight. I can't see doing it as a scene "in the moment" because it would just be a girl, sitting next to her classmates, opening (what would seem like tothe audience) a normal letter. Another option, while still kind of beign in the momennt, would be to vocalize thoughts, as if speaking to God/the audience. Or I could do it looking back on that moment, as I do now, maybe holding the letter that prompted these memories, telling the audience about that moment, like a first person story.
It was on a Gold Rush field trip in fourth grade. I had spent most of the time feeling left out and excluded-not during the day, but at night when I could hear the other girls staying up late and giggling. I couldn't join in because I didn't know what they did or cared about what they cared about. The last day on the class trip, I got this letter from my parents just like everyone else. Only mine was in a different envelope and "artistic" stationary that had a different cent that was not my mother's perfume nor the small of a stationary store. I open this letter and I wanted to cry- not because it was touching nor even mean but because I was so sure that she had not written what she was supposed to write. She had written something unique and different from what all the other parents wrote their children. That embarrassment of differentness, though no one else could see, made me quickly fold the letter and shove it back into its envelope. I couldn't look at anyone because I knew what she had written and it was awful!
Thoughts on which way it should be performed?
Also, I'm going to expand it more, so expect updates over this week!
It was on a Gold Rush field trip in fourth grade. I had spent most of the time feeling left out and excluded-not during the day, but at night when I could hear the other girls staying up late and giggling. I couldn't join in because I didn't know what they did or cared about what they cared about. The last day on the class trip, I got this letter from my parents just like everyone else. Only mine was in a different envelope and "artistic" stationary that had a different cent that was not my mother's perfume nor the small of a stationary store. I open this letter and I wanted to cry- not because it was touching nor even mean but because I was so sure that she had not written what she was supposed to write. She had written something unique and different from what all the other parents wrote their children. That embarrassment of differentness, though no one else could see, made me quickly fold the letter and shove it back into its envelope. I couldn't look at anyone because I knew what she had written and it was awful!
Thoughts on which way it should be performed?
Also, I'm going to expand it more, so expect updates over this week!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Theater: the lively art
I loved the idea the Professor Fusi talked about in lecture the other day: that theater describes the human condition. Theater: the lively art touched on this as well on a theoretical way, but I'm really interested in the practical usage of this. If theater describes television, movies, musical performances, and dance, that means that each of these kinds of performances describes a part of the human condition. I think that the human condition should be noticed more in these forms that often focus on entertainment value, what will make the audience happy, rather than what will add the the description of the human condition. I have gone to many concerts where I have love the beat, the lyrics, and the spectacle, but rarely have I thought about what the song is representing: the emotions, what it meant to the songwriter when they wrote those lyrics.
For mme, dance is something that I watch, but don't necessarily connect with the human condition. But each movement, each formation can describe the stories and thought that go on in everyday life.
For mme, dance is something that I watch, but don't necessarily connect with the human condition. But each movement, each formation can describe the stories and thought that go on in everyday life.
Monday, September 3, 2007
Theater class 090307
- What do you think of Rose's relationship with the other characters? Does she do all she can for her husband, sons, or brother?
- Overall what did you think the play was telling you, not what Fusi said, but what do you feel was the meaning of the piece? And did it achieve it? Did it move you?
To me, Troy's actions were the cowardly way out. That's not to say that I don't empathize with Troy, or that I could have done better at that time being whoTroy is, but Troy could have done things differently. I think that Troy was erecting fences around his feelings and his dignity. He was stern and uncaring toward's Cory's ambitions to be a football star because Troy's own ambitions as a baseball star came to nothing. If Troy had allowed Cory to continue with football, Troy would have been forced to confront his own history with sports, and unachieved ambitions in sports. Troy could make up stories of why he didn't succeed in sports as long as he was the only one involved in sports. What if Cory succeeded in football? Then Troy would have to confront his own failur and stop blaming others for it. Troy could have been vulnerable and allowed Cory to succeed where he had not, but he took the cowardly way out at the expense of his son's dreams. I disagree with Troy in that sense: I think that taking away your son's dream, telling him you know he will fail is much more irresponsible than not feeding or clothing him.
Troy's unfaithfulness also stems from creating fences around himself. He created a fence to keep his wife, son, and Bono out because they all need and want something from him. Support, love, nurturing, leadership are all expected from him at the same time from different people, so he distances himself to preserve his dignity, the part of him that doesn't live to give to others. He creates the fence, so he is alone with his feelings and dignity, but then runs out the back gate to be with Alberta because he don't want to confront his feelings. He went to Alberta because she didn't expect to be loved or supported by him and neither did she force him to confront his feelings.
I think that Rose did all she could do for her family: she took care of them, nurtured and loved them. One could blame her for the fact that she always expected something from Troy, but given her equally hard life, she did the best she could. Rose took care of the family and didn't even have the limited advancement of moving to the front of the garbage truck like Troy did, and yet she stayed faithful to her husband and dutifully served her family.
I think that the play commenting on the different kinds of fences, and saying that the ones to keep people in are the ones worth erecting. I feel that the play showed how there are different options in building fences, one could take Rose's journey, instead of being alone, like Troy.
Theater Lab 1
In the lab on friday, the items we touched mainly brought up auditory experiences for me. The envelope with paper was crisp and crinkly. It was reminicent of offices and corporate America. It was smooth and generic, but had sharp corners that worried me because without my sight they could cut me. The smooth paper and envelope can represent the generic, often pointless corporate world, whose different companies and business people are often indistinguishable from all the other smooth pieces of paper. The sharp corners can symbolize the harshness of the business world that lays off masses of people.
However, a crisp letter can be full of positive possibilities; letters from loved ones, a check from one's parents, a birthday card. I guess what a letter can really symbolize is that you can't really know what's in it until you open it. The open letter we explored on Friday was evidence of secret it once held, like the college acceptance/rejection letters we freshmen received this last spring.
The stuffed animal was more simplistic to me. It was soft and cuddly; it was pure childhood. The stuffed animal could have been a child's security against the monsters of the night or its favorite companion that the child takes everywhere. When handled by an adult, the stuffed animal conveys love for the stuffed animal's child-owner or perhaps if the stuffed animal belongs to that adult, it conveys that person's childhood and their continued attachment to those memories.
The moment that I touched the baby shoes, images flooded my mind: my baby shoes, doll shoes, every baby's first pair of shoes that represent their first physical foray into the adult world of walking. A baby's first pair of shoes represent achievement of beginning to walk , as well as implying all the places they have yet to go. The shoes felt small and leather and smelled new. The funny thing with baby shoes is that every parent holds their child's as distinctive, filled with the memories of their baby's first steps, and yet in feeling that baby shoes, I could have been feeling any baby's shoe in the world.
All these items brought particular memories to my mind, just as in plays, they can bring particular memories to each audience member's mind. I think that these symbols can help the audience connect to the characters' stories by making the character's emotions more general so audience members can empathize.
However, a crisp letter can be full of positive possibilities; letters from loved ones, a check from one's parents, a birthday card. I guess what a letter can really symbolize is that you can't really know what's in it until you open it. The open letter we explored on Friday was evidence of secret it once held, like the college acceptance/rejection letters we freshmen received this last spring.
The stuffed animal was more simplistic to me. It was soft and cuddly; it was pure childhood. The stuffed animal could have been a child's security against the monsters of the night or its favorite companion that the child takes everywhere. When handled by an adult, the stuffed animal conveys love for the stuffed animal's child-owner or perhaps if the stuffed animal belongs to that adult, it conveys that person's childhood and their continued attachment to those memories.
The moment that I touched the baby shoes, images flooded my mind: my baby shoes, doll shoes, every baby's first pair of shoes that represent their first physical foray into the adult world of walking. A baby's first pair of shoes represent achievement of beginning to walk , as well as implying all the places they have yet to go. The shoes felt small and leather and smelled new. The funny thing with baby shoes is that every parent holds their child's as distinctive, filled with the memories of their baby's first steps, and yet in feeling that baby shoes, I could have been feeling any baby's shoe in the world.
All these items brought particular memories to my mind, just as in plays, they can bring particular memories to each audience member's mind. I think that these symbols can help the audience connect to the characters' stories by making the character's emotions more general so audience members can empathize.
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